这就是改变？is it a change?

大病一场后，
第一张试卷结束后，
整个人仿佛放下千斤重的石头。。。

生病之时，
时时刻刻看到寄居论的进展，
仿佛看到了马华、民政走到十字路口，
许许多多的人在议论纷纷，
都在讨论是否要退出国阵？

还是老话一句，
如果退出能解决问题，
那么就退出吧。。。。

至于马华，
我看到许许多多的，
甚至可以称得上家家户户，
都在讨论马华的党选。。。

每一个候选人都在大喊改革，
改革马华、马青的一切。。。

若真的需要改革，
候选人应该站出来告诉我们，
他们改革马华后，会如何在国阵里头扮演改革的角色？

他们又能不能向我们保证，
以后我们不需要大学录取上诉委员会？
以后我们不需要公共服务局奖学金上诉委员会？
以后华裔子弟不必再去找马青上诉？

巫统现在冻结了种族主义者的党籍，
你们能不能保证以后没有第二个阿末呢？
有没有一个政策来避免以后种族政治的出现？
有没有一个协议来保证以后没有种族政治问题出现呢？

如果党选只是在谈自家的事，
这有点不够味，
也应该让人民看到马华求变的心态，
不要忘了，
你赢得党选又如何？
如果你输了民心所向？
输了人民对你的支持。。。。

国家、政党都是以人为本，
你们自己看着办。。。
朋友，
这就是改变吗？

After sick,
after my first paper in final exam,
i felt that very very relax.....

during my war with "evil" of illness,
i always concern on racist issue,
i found out that MCA and GERAKAN face a lot of challenges,
many people think that they should quit out from BN....

but is it right way to choose to quit?
is it after they quit, everything will be good?
i don't know,
what's your opinion?

nowadays what is hot topic in MCA?
yes, it's party election....
many candidate sound out they want to change and reform,
but why we cant heard any suggestion of changing in government policy?

can these candidate to insure,
we no need to appeal for issue of local university in-take?
we no need to appeal for issue of scholarship JPA?
we no need your help in appeal? we want go in by ourself?
can you ensure these?

even though UMNO suspends Ahmad,
but can you ensure this kind of case wouldn't happen in the future?

if you just only talk about your party,
and does not discuss other issue about our society or political environment.

although you win this party election,
but you lose the support from people?
friends,
is it a change?